I seem to be taking this way too personal. See my daughter lives with her Dad. She has only been there for a few months, she's been with me up until this time. She just decided Waco was wayyy cooler than Athens....can't say that I blame her but what do you do huh?!? All this time she has been with me...I constantly remind her to take her pill....and yes I am one of those moms who put her on the pill for my own damn selfish reasons....I knew she was having sex and I wasn't ready to be a g-ma....dammit! Well so much for that theory. Now I'm at the ripe ol age of 36 and come January 2009.....I'll be a grandma!
My mother isn't taking it so well either...she'll be a great g-ma ya know. She's young too only 56. If you did the math, you'll realize I did the same thing to my poor mother. She was only 36 too. Can you say payback? Am I being co conspired against? Did my mother and daughter plot against me? Make you wonder huh. Of course they didn't. Babies are wonderful but let's be real....they change things. I feel so sorry for the war that will be waged against my beautiful baby's body. My mother is always joking about her being built like a stripper. She's really gorgeous.
Hopefully she'll be able to maintain but hey if history rears it's ugly head again...it ain't happening for her. Pregnancy wrecked all of our bodies. When I gave her her beautiful body...I gave up mine. I used to be pretty cute back in the day I might add. My mom says even prettier than Jesi at her age but she's my mom and they have to say stuff like that to you right....LOL
I guess I'll close...I don't want my first blog to be so depressing and boring but that's what's going on with me so there you have it. I'll apologize about the run on sentences and such but that's how my ol' brain works. I used to be excellent at english but I think I gave away all my brain cells to my children...pregnancy also makes you stupid Jesi!
