Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Sad for my friend

A very close and dear friend of mine had to say goodbye. She said goodbye to hopes and dreams that may never come true for her. She became my friend because we'd both had the same surgery. She and I both had our tubal reversed by a dr in Mexico. We were balked at and told we were stupid by friends and family. I think it only made us stronger and we wanted it more. After almost three years later she has endured mutliple etopic pregnancies. She finally made the decision to remove her tubes totally. I'm so sad for her. She has youth on her side but sadly not money. I hope they are blessed with the ability to attempt IVF. I'll continue to pray for my friend. Her loss has taught me something. I've learned to be grateful for what I have and even more grateful for what I don't have. I'm happy healthy and I'll be able to conceive another day. I pray for the same thing for my friend. I love ya CB!!!!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

My mom cancelled Mother's Day

No really she cancelled her own Mother's Day. She said Mother's day is set aside for women who were good mothers and she didn't think she was worthy. How stupid is that? She wouldn't accept our phone calls at first. I think my grandmother made her call me. All she did was make me cry and ruin my day. I wish she'd get some help.